WALKING IN THE RAIN.....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ;)

LOVE , LOVE , ...... , and LOVE

I love to say 'I am Okay' when I am not!

I love to give a fake smile like this --> :)

I love to say 'nothing :)' when it is a thing. a thing? no no no. there is many things I want to say actually!


I love to whispered loudly in my heart. (silent)


I love to be hurts. can meyhh? HAHA

and 

I love walking in the rain because no one will know that I'm crying. 

Crying for him, unable to bare the pain. I don't want to hurt him, like others have hurt me. I no longer wish to be here. I want to runaway and living in perfect harmony.
Pain.
Hurt.
Hated.
Those are the words of my life. Unable to bare it. Needing him more each day. He's like a drug. Needing him , wanting him. Hoping he will kiss me. I want him to say he loves me for the very first time. Missing him desperately, slowly killing me inside. when will he realize that he has me now???

P/S : To tell you the truth, I've been avoiding everything. ;))